I can not seem to get my head out of my ass about this latest attack from the ex. I have cried all day. Fuck this is not like me at all. He lied, he cheated, and I walked away as best as I could. But we work together everyday. so it has been hard to keep a necessary distance to sever all the ties. besiedes that he has been trying to pursue me all the while. Friday he screamed in my face thyat he didnt need me now, I had served my purpose and he had gotten all he wanted. He didnt want to be seen with me, I had gained too much weight and he deserved better. what about what I deserve for all the shit I did for this bastard. everything I gave him, How many times I was there for him. None of this ever counts even for a shred of respect in the end?
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