I have been married for two years to a great wife and two great kids. Approximately a year and a half ago I left my wife for a younger woman, 15 years younger to be exact. There were many growing pains throughout this relationship. At times, we have seperated, each of us going back to our previous partners. I love this woman so much, or do I? I can have her, she wants me for ever, but why am I so afraid to tell my wife that we are over as husband and wife, lets work it out for the kids and lets move on seperately. Moving back with my wife has been discussed with her. I have expressed my concerns as well as she has. My wife has told me that if I want to be with this other women, go ahead we will still be co parents. I have been hurt by my "girlfriend" but I dont know if the hurt is enough to keep me from being with her? What is it? Age? Why am I scared to move forward? Why cant I let one of them go and stick by my decision? Can anyone help me? Please
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