Well, it's been just over two months since I moved out of my partner's home, after a 10 year relationship. I am trying to be positive, but it's almost impossible. Mentally, I know there are a few good things in my life. She gave me 25K, so I had enough money to put down on a condo. This is my first time owning a home. I've always been afraid of being homeless, so this should make me feel better. But still I just feel terrible. I feel alone. I feel like nobody will ever love me again. I feel like I might die alone. I don't have any family in Massachusetts -- so who can I really count on now? Nobody.
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