I asked my stbx to meet me so we could talk. He had me so upset with the kids, I just needed to vent. I told him exactly how I felt about him, that I hate him for what he has done and that he should stop telling people he is not in love with me anymore. What caused the breakup is his gambling, lying, cheating and stealing. They are the real issues. He just goes back to he wouldn't have done that to me if he was in love with me. Well, how about the kids? WTF? He did all that because he is the most selfish person. Now he is trying to find himself and fix himself. Good, screw up three other lives and then go on and fix your own. Sorry, I am very upset and trying to move on, and hopefully this will help. I have been struggling.
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