After 3 months of no contact I ran into my ex at work (my new job is in the headquarters building where he has to report everyday)...we talked...it was real nice seeing him and the conversation was very pleasant. I felt good knowing he still desired me...he was staring me up and down and smiling (I changed my hair color recently, he hadn't seen it yet). He told me I looked real good, said my hair has grown so long (it really has), and smiled hard at me for a long time. I walked away with a real big smile on my face. It just felt so good to know that he was still very attracted to me but can never have me again....ha ha ha ha ha....IDIOT!!!!
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