Anne, I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way. I wish I had a magic wand for EVERYONE here on DS!~! Life would be so much better that way. Unfortunately, I do not have one of those. I, too, know how you are feeling, not just on the weekends, but ALL week long. I wish there was a "quick Fix" to all this shit. We just have to "Keep Our Chin Up!~!" & take it One Day At A Time...
"I'M WITH YOU!~!"

(((Hugs))) I would offer to meet you in Vallejo, but I think we would Both end up all swellie eyed and unable to navigate home :-( I am on a bender today.

Going to head to Kohls and take care of Other support issues...

I wish there was an easy way for all the pain to go away. All the pain is from the intense love you had for the person. Even though all the things they have done to you you find it hard to let go of something that meant so much to you. The person actions my disgust you to the point where you dispies them but you hold onto that love. I am so with you in the pain I did all that I could and I still have to find it within me to purge this feeling. For me its here in DS and some people I meet in here. Stay on the path Anne it is still going to be a bumpy ride. I am in it with you and we will find our stops and get off the car and begin to move on, next stop cryville.

Anne, sorry you are down today. I know how hard it is, and you are making great progress. Unfortunately, it is something that will have to be worked through in its own time. You'll get there. You know I'm here for you!

sundays are hardest for me. it was the only day we had off together. i work 1 full time job & 2 part times so i try really hard to stay busy, but..it's not an easy thing. i wish i felt like u...i wish i didn't want him back. i am angry at myself tht i do. i thought the pain was getting better, and to an extent it is, but since we are attempting this friggin' friends thing, i think i may be getting worse again instead of better. and it scares me. i don't want to go back to the deep dark black hell hole. and i agree with you anne..i feel that my friends here on ds help me more than my friends down the road. sorry guys...just a little down today.

my favorite quote"if your going thru hell, just keep going"

Anne, I'm so sorry. I have no advice (can't manage my own life, much less advise someone else!), but I CAN empathize with you. I thought I was crazy thinking Saturday is the worst day of the week, but I feel the same way. I am still living with my husband (although we are very estranged--hardly ever in the same room for more than 30 sec. During the week there are distractions and I can push the feelings out of my mind. But on weekends, there is no denying that I am in a lonely, loveless, empty "fake" marriage. I think this is worse than being alone. I actually AM alone, there is just someone in my house. I won't ramble anymore, but wanted to tell you that you're not alone with your "Saturday-itis". Take care, LucyPk

Hang in there Anne, there are many of us who feel just like you. It will end we will rebuild our lives, but to do it correctly it takes more time than we want it to.

Sad, I believe my mantra works well "if you are going to go through helll...drop it down a gear and put the pedal to the metal".