If I do NOT want the stbx back -- then why do I have to hurt every single day? I just went to the food store, like I try to do every weekend, and I cannot get thru it w/o crying. I am forgetting everything I have learned here, I guess. I just don't understand why it has to hurt every day if I am fine and dandy with him being gone? I mean, good riddance! I hate the mess he left, I hate the fact that he ran off with one of my most trusted friends/employees, but I know that it is a temporary mess I am fixing. I will be fine. But it has been 10 weeks now -- and I cry every blinkin' day? WTF?
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