I am sick of the sadness......and with the sadness comes the depression.....I HATE depression. I had it when I cam back from Kuwait, but I knew I would be okay, because I had my wife and kids there. NOW I am going through depression and sadness BECAUSE of her and she cant be there for me. I miss her terribly. BUT!...I have resolved myself to not playing anymore games with her. If I want to call her, I am going to call her. I love her very much but I will not succumb to the chase. I am just going to do as I feel. If I feel like talking to her or my children, I will call. If I want to bitch about how she screwed our relationship up, I will. If I just want to let her rot.....well, I will.
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