Hey everyone....been away all weekend...glad to be back. Yestersay was my 12 year anniversary..kind of weird. Today was my kids' first day back to school. My stbx and I took all three of them this morning. We droped our duaghter at elementary school...then took our oldest to middle school (really scary!) and finally took our youngest to kindergarten. It made me sad...not they they are all off at school (doing the happy dance for that!)...just that we are not a "family" anymore. We always talked about the day we would take Mclain to kindergarten and how we would celebrate finally having them all off. I guess between this morning and yesterday being our anniversary...I feel very down today. He said he felt sad all last week thinking about our anniversary. Yuck-I hate feeling this way. Being pissed off is much easier than being sad. Maybe he'll do something to irritate me!
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