Going through a divorce at the moment and I just can't get over my wife I know it is over. My life feels like it is a mess. It has been six months now and it feels like this pain is never going to end. Everything reminds me of her and what I lost. I can't even listen to music anymore. It feels like my life is over. I'm sad most of the time. I was in the army for 10 years and got out of so I could have a normal family life. I moved to a new place and new city. I was a family guy, I didnt have a life outside of her and her family. Now I am stuck in a little bitty apartment and get to see my daughter. I've been out on a couple of dates but it seems so hard to meet people. I feel like I lost the best part of my life and can't seem to get over it. I've never been over emotional but now it seems I can't think about her or my daughter without a tear or getting sad.
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