I dont know if I told ya all but my mother passed away a month ago of heart failure. I picked up the phone and dialed her number today to talk and when it rang i realized she wont be answering. Then her voice came on the machine. That tore my heart out and I started to cry.. Am I the only one who has done that? Has anyone "forgot for a minute" that their mom or dad was no longer here. I dont know whats wrong w me today or why I did that. I just know my heart is breaking for my mom today. It, maybe, "hit me" for the 1st time since she died that she is actually gone. Things are bad w Nathan where as our marrige is over and I guess I needed my moms advice, or her yelling at me about how stupid I have been this past year and half by what I let him do to me. I deont know i just needed something......
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