Today I woke up thinking about the ex as usual. I really miss him, but more than that I can't help but think I was the cause of the relationship ending. I know he has said that he needs time alone to work on his issues and will not be able to commit to a relationship again until he does that. Yet it takes two and now I'm trying to face what I may have done wrong and it just seems like such a long list. I was too overbearing, I let my temper flare too much, I tried to use my emotions to control him, I asked for too much of him, and I didn't nurture him as well as I should have. I don't even know if this is even an accurate assessment, but I feel so horrible about myself and I can't stop crying.
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