I realized today that I will still have to celebrate and put on a happy face every year on what would have been our anniversary. Its my nieces birthday(we married in 96 and she was born in 98). Plus he comes over every day to see the kids. I told him that he should take them somewhere instead of hanging around here all the time because that gives them hope and they need to accept that we are getting a divorce. He disagrees and makes plans to with them to come here behind my back. Why does he have to be such an asshole? Im trying to make things as easy as possible for the kids and myself and it seems like he doesnt give a shit. I told him tonight that he is the only one in this family who isnt hurt so he should have some respect for our feelings but I doubt he will listen. God I could scream!
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