Today has turned out to be a rough day. I woke up this morning after a restless night and went to church. I could hardly get through the service because I was so overcome by depression. I haven't spoke to my husband in about 24 hours and it is eating me up. My feelings are so hurt that he left me and he doesn't even call to check on me considering I am pregnant. I'm trying my best to be strong but it is so hard. I find myself wanting to wish harm and pain on him. I want him to hurt like I hurt. I can't help but feel like the ow is better than me even though I know she is not. I hate feeling like they or she won. I want to go meet someone to dull the pain but my moral values and the fact that I'm pregnant won't let me. I started seeing a therapist, but how long will that take before I hurt less? Any advice?
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