Yes I am definetly on a rollercoaster. I didn't think too much the last 2 days and all of the sudden as of 2 minutes ago I am missing and wanting him again. I wanna cry and probabaly will. I think maybe it is good to cry and let it out. We are given the gift of tears. whhaaaa waaaa mmmmmmm. I can't believe another human being is effecting me this way. I love him and that is why I feel like this. I wish he would call me at least. He has to contact me for the court date of divorce. I told him not to call me again and now I really wish I didn't. I am probably better off with no contact but I want to know when he'll call me. Actually, from the old journal when I was cheated on and left, that guy would not stop calling and leaving notes and stuff. That took me a long time to get over. I noticed in the journal each time he'd contact me I woould get upset and write. It probably is the very best that he doesn't call and I am blessed that he is being honest with me too.
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