Im new to this site, but right now, I really have nowhere else to turn. My girlfriend left me, and its my fault. After a year and a half together i started talking to a girl at school and developed what i thought were feelings for her, but i really just couldnt handle being in such a great relationship. I lied about it,and got caught, but eventually, my girlfriend forgave me and we got back together.Two weeks ago i started talking to the new girl again only because i felt badly how abruptly i stopped talking to her, plus we are friends with the same people at school, and i cant stand not being liked it seems. I am an idiot without a doubt. My gf found out after i lied about talking to her, and has left me for good now. How do you deal with a breakup that is your fault when you dont even understand why you did what you did and want to marry the girlfriend you were with?
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