Sense my ex "officially" left 2 weeks ago I've been actually doing ok, but the last day or two I've relapsed. Today probably worse than any other time. Sense she willingly and relentless moved on and showed no care whatsoever about my feelings, I have tried to do the same. A friend I have known for about 2 years now wants to get to know me better and shes interested, and not only that but I have met 2 others of whom just want "fun" for now, and I figured thats what I needed but I'm still stuck on my ex to the point to where shes all Im aroused by and I can't bring myself to get with anyone else in any way. I guess time is just going to have to run its course. a drought of several months to a year is just what is going to have to happen. All the while my ex is and I quote "satisfied". This is what I hate most about being left for someone else. They're off and happy and having a great time while I'm stuck all alone and miserable.
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