I made the decision to cease contact with my husband unless it had something to do with my pregnancy. Last night he started sending me text messages about how great I am and didn't deserve the treatment I got from him and how he wished he could be there to feel the baby move etc. I talked to him today breifly about car registration and he told me he really "cared for and respected me" and "I'm top shelf in his book and he doesn't want me to think he doesn't think of me often because he did". I told him that's all well and good but he still doesn't want me. He started crying and wanted to get off the phone. I went on about my day. Well, I just couldn't stand it no more, I sent him a text message and I feel like an idiot! I shouldn't have texted him and now if he doesn't respond, I feel even dumber! AHHH!
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