For only the second time this week he pick up our daughter to take her to school. Came in like he doe not have a care in the world. When I went to leave gave me big bear hug, kiss and I love you. Well after I got to work I text him that we need to talk. He text me back about what. I told him I am tried of being in Limbo, I need to settle things. Have not heard a word back. As much as I love him and would to work it out. I am just worn out. I am going to tell him he has to fix the house. So we can either refinance or sell. I want him to pack up the rest of his things he he is not coming home. I have to get this settled so I do not have to see the joint bank account and know he is out having fun and buying other people food. I want to be happy and if he is not going to try and make or marriage work then I want him to have the balls to do what is needed and let me go on with my life. I am still not ready to file, I am sure that will come but I am ready to have some things settled. I am just so very tried of being in Limbo. I hope I have the strengh to do what I know I need to do.
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