Ok I don\'t know how to title this one, but here goes. The doc put me on xanax xr yesterday, normal dosage is .5 mg once a day, xr is extended release it lasts all day, Well doc put me on 3mg x3 times a day? So with that said he also put me on geodon (which I am afraid to take cause he doubled the max dosage on that.)Plus I don\'t like all the side effects it states to scary fo me. Anyway I have no family here and I had no clue how this was going to effect me. So I asked him, if he could just help by taking the girls with him so I could get used to it. Hell no, I took the dose last night, I am finding out now, that I wouldn\'t wake up, my kids were hysterical, my girls said that he stayed over to make sure everything went ok, my reaction to the meds and so forth. I told him I don\'t want to be alone with out an adult present, it was like pulling teeth. Well after last night, he may as well of said F me. I knew he was here to get the girls in bed. Somehow I ended up in my bed too, but I was woken up by my 4 year old screaming for him at 12 am, He left her here to fend for herself, while I was passed out from these meds. He knew she wasn\'t asleep, why wouldn\'t he just take her with him? Why would he do that? I called him when I was woken b up by my baby\'s scream for her dad. He came back over and again told my child he would be right downstairs. When I got up this morning he was gone. What are my alternatives other than going into the hospital? Till my body adjusts to this stuff.
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