I cant seem to get this RAGE and ANGER out of my brain for the both of them. At times when he is talking to me on the phone I just wish his head would explode along with hers. And when he starts yelling at me because I tell my boys when they start talking about her I say I dont want to talk about that nasty old women. I will not lie to my boys when they ask me why daddy lefted, and I am not going to sing her praise to my boys like he wants me to do. Telling me that I should not judge her until I meet her!!!!!! What is he been smoking?!?!?!!? SHE SLEPT WITH MY HUSBEND!!!!!!! Of corse I dont have nice things to say about the b!@#$.
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