I'm trying I really am, and hoping, and praying for it, but its not like a switch or a button. Its a path, a road, that I am on but thats about as far as my control over the descion goes. People keep saying to leave her alone, but its like somebody telling you to hurry up and walk your ass across the country from NY to LA. You can hurry your ass up all you want but u more to ware yourself out, if you don't just go with a pace you can handle. But yeah thats my new line I hate like I used to hate "TIME". Now I grasp time and people are shoving "JUST LET HER GO" down my thought. It's the "just" part that burns me. LIke "BITCH IF IT WAS JUST "JUST" THEN IT WOULD "JUST" BE DONE BYE NOW!!!"
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