She trys to look good to her parents. She tells them we may get back together, then goes out on a date two nights later till 4am. I am hurt, and mad. I blow up. Now I'm the bad guy. I have got to get over her. She left me because she was not happy, but she never tryed professional help for us. But I was the bad guy. She starts an emotional attachment with a guy. But I am the bad guy for not helping her with money. Even though I pay for all the kids school, her car, and anything the kids need. I am a driven, sometimes hard person. But I try to be sensitive when I see a problem. She is in lala land. She does not see the pain, and finical disaster she has started. It is ok to just start over when to going gets tough. But I'm the bad guy for getting upset.
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