With all of the hours spent here and friends and family and on the phone in the last 8 weeks with NO CONTACT, I finally feel ALMOST my own self again. My marriage was quick and we had a long distance relationship. Out of 1yr and 10 months which is 96 weeks we were only together 54 of those weeks. We also were together only 2-4 weeks at a time and then away 2-3 weeks at a time. The longest we were together was 9 weeks solid last Dec-Feb.. This is why I do know that I am getting over this as quickly as it started. My stbx is an alcoholic and was horribly mean to me in the end. I can see now that he really was drunk most of the time and I didn't care for that. I tried to conform to him and that is not me so therefore I can see that the stbx wasn't the right person for me to live the rest of my life with. I hope I do meet someone to share with. Until then I will share with my family and friends.
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