Hey! I have a question for everyone here. Why do we choose to marry the people we marry? I was at church tonight, and my ex still goes there. He was there with his 75-year-old wife (he's 47), and I was looking at him and got this huge feeling of disgust. It was not so much him that I was disgusted with but myself. How could I have married someone like that? What was I thinking? We have a child together who is beautiful. I wouldn't trade her for anything in the world, but I have to attend things for her and he is there. I have to admit to the world that I was married to that. It just absolutely makes me sick. I guess I want to know if these feelings are normal. He makes my skin crawl.
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