Yes I am going to the doctor tomorrow at 11am. He wants check up on me since the breakup and the Medication he prescribed which I only took for 3 weeks and quit. I am going to get a psychologist appointment tomorrow. I am CRAZY in the head and yes I am sooooo flip flopping in the feelings department. I will so totally not date anyone until I am happy with life and me again. I was done dirty dog wrong and all my and our and his friends say he was the one who is sick and you can;t live with an alcoholic. I will get better quickly I hope. I do see better now. he does have an addiction and it did affect me tremendously. I will not tolerate someone who will harm their body willingly and hurt those they say they love. I distance myself from them and that is what I just realized about my stbx.
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