I have a promise to my DS friends, the community, myself, family and friends. I am going to quit crying over how beautiful i think my stbx is and quit beating myself up. Im not going to toot my own horn but im a good looking man with alot to offer. So i need to continue to work on myself and miracles will come into my life. I believe it. I know i havent shown it and began to give up my hope and belief. But its still only been 8 months and in two weeks i will be officially single. Yes lots of me wish it would of worked. But it didnt she showed her true colors so why give her the satisfaction of me still crying over her. I should of posted this in my journal or sent hugs but im lazy. SO heres to a bright future!! Aloha All! and STBX im MOVING ON
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