I received 2 voice mails from him yesterday afternoon and he sounded different than he has in 2 months. I didn't hear the harsh bitter tone. It wasn't so much what he said as he was just talking about picking up some of his Christmas decorations. I had emailed him the day before that I had found some of his in the attic. But it was HOW he said it. He even said, I hope your doing well. No biggie to some, but I am telling you it was different. Prayer works, thanks to everyone for those and please keep them up. I was reading in Psalms and 1 Cor last night and it tells us do not doubt and God will cover us with his wings. I kept reading to have hope. I am placing my faith, NOT in my husband, but in God, he can perform a miracle in my husbands' mind and heart and restore our marriage. I am keeping my chin up and I have hope that I haven't had in months. For now, I am going to let go and let God. I am going to be still and quiet and let God work. I tried for 6 yrs to work it out, I can't do it. I haven't returned his call or emails, I am just keeping still.
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