I slept with my xh. And yep, guess what. He has been lying to me about seeing someone else. He had our kids on Christmas and was supposed to keep them overnight, he called and said he had an early apppintment and wanted me to come get them. I did. Turns out he had the girl he is seeing come over. Now, just today he swore to me he hadnt seen her in weeks...then I found her gift to him on the fridge, jewelry. Then he swore he didnt get her anything. Eventually he admitted he had. The lies are killing me. All he says is it would all stop if I would just come home, all he has ever wanted was for me to come home. Why cant I just walk away from him? He is toxic isn't he?? I cant seem to just accept that this isnt love, that he doesnt love me....I hear him say he does and all his excuses and instead of standing behind what I know is logical, I feel this empty feeling...this need for him to love me. I cant deal with the fact that he doesnt. And he doesnt, right?
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