i have been majorly depressed in the past. i need prayer. i cannot afford to get depressed ever again now. for my boys and myself. i need to be functioning so i will be able to take care of them and not the dumbass who thinks he can throw them into some "friends and families" care while hes off working. i have to say i have ALOT of support but it isnt always enough when you've been so down in the ditches in the past that you CAN"t function. he 's got that hanging over me. i wonder, is he really trying to break me. i feel down right now. i will be ok . i just wish i could be with my mom or my best friend tonight.
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