Today is my daughters birthday party... I am having it at the Zoo, My ex is going to be there, first time I have spent time with him in about five months. I cut off all contact except for emails, short phone calls regarding the kids because he was very emotionally/verbally abusive. I thought I would be ok with seeing him but I was up all last night with anxiety. Please send prayers and strength that I make it through this day.
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