As I sit here at work pondering what is to become of my life after 13 years of marriage I cant get past the hurt to see that far. Sure I have an idea maybe the beginning of new dreams but what is happening now is holding me back. The tears still flow of a reminder of what is still in my heart. I long for the day where the pain and hurt will set me free to take a breath of fresh air and soak up this thing we call life. To feel the day for what it is and not who it was or the life it was. I want the hurt to end I want to look in the mirror and know it will be really be ok. I just want to wake up with feeling the past of what I had in my heart to no longer hurt. If we do this right we will be stronger we will get to the peace we look for and we will be so ready for all of lifes wonders. Lets keep moving together and get past the hurt.
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