Just wondering if anyone out there has felt like this and where do I go from here? I am in my 3rd week, since he broke the "not IN love" news to me. We have been married 29 years. High school sweethearts blah blah blah. I have my days or minutes when I am angry, so sad I do not want live, then the oh why me, on and on. I miss him so much. He moved out and there are mornings when I wake up and I actually forget that he is gone. I slide my foot across the bottom of the bed to find his leg, the warm comfort and its not there. So I start every morning out with a river of tears. Please tell me is ok and it I will grow to love having the bed to myself!
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