I need someone to talk to really badly. I feel like I am going to lose it. Long story short, he told me he wasn't happy 6 months ago. I left 4 months ago. Had to go back to area yesterday to pick up my cats that I left with him. One got really sick, I had to put her down today. But before I went to get the cats, I went to the house. We have not signed ANY paperwork at all. And I found pictures of him and his new girl all over the house, and she has clothes in the closet and in the drawers etc. I even found all sorts of cards he wrote and gave to her. things like he did when we first met. But he never had pictures of me and him all over his place when we met. I am just a wreck. I am going to talk to a psycologist today, and then hopefully go to a md to get some meds. I just can't do this anymore. I can't eat, barely slept, and once again my nerves have taken over my body. I am nausious and have dry heaved serval times today. please help
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