He has came back from Nebraska and has been nice these past few days and says he is willing to do whatever. But yet I don't hink I believe it because he seemed to have a problem with cutting off a friend of his that he use to go drink with or not come home cause he was drinking at that guys house with friends. I told him he makes a choice and if he does not like it to pack his shit and move with his friend. He has not drank but I feel that he is not willing to put my feelings first. He says he is going to tell his friend but I wanted him to call him and tell him that he no longer can have a friendship with this guy outside of work. He said he would tell him at work. I am so tired. I want to be first damn it for once in my life to someone. Why are people so selfish and care more about pride than compassion, love and respect. He says he is still willing to get help? But my faith in him is so small. What should I do?
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