My furnace went out this week so I had this thought come to mind. I feel like my pilot light has gone out. I can have outside things try to sparke some life into me, but it just seems futile for some reason. I really don't know how to get it relite. This whole experience of divorce just seems to have zapped me of my inner light that I once had. There will be something happen I will feel it start to take life and then it will once again be blown out by something triggering some pain. I am so hoping February is a better month.
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