Well my stbx calls last night. I asked him what he wanted and he starts saying how he thinks he made a big mistake by getting with this girl and how she's a head case. He said how part of the reason he doesn't see the kids is cause his girl friend is insecure with him being around me, and the other part is that he;s scared to see them he doesn't know where to start with them now. It's all dam sad. He goes on to say that he is thinkin about quiting doing drugs. He said that he has to take 10 E pills just to get high and he can't get high off coke or pot anymore. And then in a round about way is asking if we can try and work things out. WTF is he thinkin that I would even consider that. I told him I'm not having that life style around our children and even if I didnt have kids ther would be no way. I told him I dont find him attractive anymore that when he walked away from our children it made it very easy to get over him. I also told him that I was sorry he is going though this, that I can't imagine how much pain he must be in. And it's kinda messed up but I feel realy bad for him. It's a horrible life to live. I'm so happy that I've moved on and have peace in my life and dont have to watch him go down this messed up road. And he is probably gonna die this way, it's a sad world, and sad for my kids to lose ther dad this way.
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