You know this may sound a little pathetic but what the hell..I am trying to do something here tonight other than being on the computer and watching basketball on TV so I thought I should probably do some laundry...it has been stacking up. Hell I cant even do that. I miss her dirty clothes...not in some perverted way, but just the fact that they arent here. Honestly, everything I seem to do..I mean everything hurts. By the way I usually did the laundry.
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