I am having a lot of problems focusing on work or my daily life. I have been to counseling and medical Dr for sleep, anxiety and depression and increase Blood Pressure. I take walks at night to pass the time. At first it helped. Now I am really struggling from breaking down. The are times I do. I thought I was getting better somewhat; however, I believe I am falling further apart and loosing hope. I miss the kids so much I can't keep thinking about them. It was my wife decision for this divorce and can't seem to get over the hurt. I know it takes time, but I can't keep feeling like this. I have so much guilt even though I wasn't abusive or did I cheat on her. I worked hard to pay our debts off and she drops this bomb down. I have also read some books, some have helped, but sometimes feel I am losing this battle.
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