sorry folks, i hit the wrong button , i wasnt done with the topic and i accidently hit the submit button. as I was saying im a father who wants to be with my son all the time, when hes with me, my life is great, when hes not with me seems like my life stops and the bad kicks in, the sad feelings, not wanting to do anything, dont really feel like going to work but i know i must if i dont then i will lose everything and that will only be worse. im not sure how others deal with not being able to be with kids that they love so much. please help me try to understand on what i should do, cuz im lost...... jake is my world i do try to be fair with my ex but she is like trying so hard keeping me from seeing my son, like how my work schedule is she told me \"your work schedule dont work for you to have jake equal time\" i just dont understand how one parent can think they can control the other parent when kids are involved. i know i should go back to the courts and get this amended but that will only rehash memories that i dont want to remember, im trying to move on with my life...... any advice or help is much appreciated.... thanks everyone
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