Hi everyone. Just some quick background: My partner of 10 years told me that she "wanted to be single" back in October. On December 20th, I moved out to a condo I bought (which I realize I was lucky to afford). Anyway, at first I was doing well, at least at home, because I was painting and keeping busy. I did cry at work at lot, though. Anyway, for the last 2 weeks, I haven't been busy in my new place, and I keep having a feeling of impending doom. It's terrible. I couldn't get off my couch over the weekend. I only have 3 friends ... and I try not to impose on them, so I keep a lot in. This is my only outlet here .. but I don't have a computer at home. PLEASE just send me some kind words. It helps so much. And do you have any idea what to do about the panic I feel? It's terrible. Does anyone else feel this???
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