My stbx is coming over in a little while to get our boat pink slip(we have to sell it)I just want to put my daughter to bed quick so we can talk. I know that would not be a good thing, he would just make me feel horrible all over again! I am just so sad, I still love him and this is so hard. How do you just throw away 13 years(10 1/2 married) It is just so hard to accept that this is happening!
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