Last night my wife e-mailed me to let me know that she wanted to come over to the house to divide the rest of my goods. After chatting with my family I decided that wasn't the best idea. I e-mail letting her know if he gave me a list I would box the things up and let her know when she could pick them up. Her reply e-mail came in at 2:45 A.M. she out having fun while I'm at home dieing inside. I'm starting to think that I can't get over this. The pain is to great! I have tried praying and reading books but I'm starting to have idea of ending it all. Can someone please help me?? I don't know what else to do anymore. I have tried reaching out for help but know one returns my calls. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I just started a new job so I don't have benefits does anyone have idea what I can do before it's to late. I'm in Dayton, Ohio.
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