well my stbx knew i was taking them to the harvest hoedown tonight and he knew it was til 9 i got home with them at 9:30 and they really shoulve been in bed by 10 but NO he had to read to them. instead of saying he couldnt tonight knowing full well i am taking them to breakfast tomorrow morning with a friend. i was downstars on ds and falling asleep when i finally decide to go up and tell them they had to go to bed. they're in the master bed reading with stbx. my oldest said there was like 10 more pages and i asked stbx to talk with me downstairs.he wouldnt he said 5 more minutes. i asked him when he got downstairs why he is doing this cause he gave me grief all summer about bedtime. he mentioned, infront of the kids that , well at Karens, they stay up til midnight. shes my best friend and the last time we had a sleep over they did stay up til 12 or so they're kids and having a sleep over what the f does he think theyre gonna do. i sat down nest to him in the rocker and was talking about things and he told me to get out of his face and that my emotions were out of control. I am emotional person , especially with divorce now. but its not "out of Control" like he says. i dont hurt anyone and i didnt do anything but talk . he said he didnt want to be married to an angry woman anymore. im a mess now anyone just have any encouragment for me. he is trying to make me out to be a monster who is out of control and bad. i told him dont come to bed tonight cause i dont want him in it near me at all . he WONT Leave it he said if i didnt want him near me ID have to go somewhere else in the house to sleep. And i wont either. im a f'n mess now
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