I just got back from having dinner alone...and it was great..it was awesome. I've been feeling awesome of late. I had my half day Friday today (got to love summer hours) enjoyed the nice weather. I stopped at the mall got some stuff for my girls for when I see them next week. I listened to a HUGE trigger song in the car on purpose. And was totally fine with it. One of the lyrics in the song was "I need you now"...loved it. I said to myself...no I really really don't need you as I thought about the stbx. Got home relaxed a little. Than remembered how earlier in the week how I wanted to get a steak dinner tonight. I was comfortable watching a mindless movie...when a friend called. I mentioned it to him and he said do it...do it for yourself. Also with help with friends here on DS...thank you guys...I went out and had my steak dinner by myself. And had a really nice time. Too bad I wasn't that hungry, lol. But I had a really nice time. I thought to myself...this isn't bad..this isn't bad at all. I have no problems being alone. In fact I enjoyed it. Anyways, that's my story I just wanted to share. Oh the only issue tonight....I really could have used a beer...the place I went didn't have beers. Oh well...maybe next time. Well thanks for listening.
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