I need to vent. I am always mad at my husband. He used to sleep with a lot of women, because he was burned before. So I used to like to hear his stories because they were entertaining . Now I don't . He went out not to long ago with a bunch of his old friends. And he was telling me how all the guys except him slept with the girl while My husband and his friend watched. Now what if I did that . Watched he would have been pissed. Then he says he has some military stuff to do so they give them money to go out 2 a strip club. He says 2 girls were cool . So they stayed at there house on the couch and chilled with them. NOw if I did that he would have been mad. And then he makes it a point to tell me that at the store she was playfully jumping on his back. If I did that he would have been pissed. ANd then he doesn't come over really anymore. He got mad when my friend was in town because I always stay with him. Friends only been for years. And then when he comes over he doesnt call if he is 4 hours late. He gets mad at me if I get mad at him. I am not a jeaolous person . But he makes me feel like I need to be jealous. U just don't become jealous. ANd he barely touches me anymore in public. He used to be all over me which I loved. He says I would tell him to stop touching me so he doesn't really any more. And he gets mad if I don't want to go hang out with his friends drinking. I don't like to cause I try not to drink and I want to spend time with him. He says he likes to cause we don't have $ to do anything so its free. But he never even says oh this is my finance. I call him my husband. ANd that hurts. Am I being 2 sensitive?
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