I just can't breath sometimes. I"m so tired of feeling this way. I know it is so stupid. I just cant understand the cruelty of my ex and my sister. I know I have to be strong for my children but, I feel so weak, beat down, defeated. I really dont know what to do w/ myself anymore. I wish someone could help me but I know they can't. I really need to be able to move on but for some reason they still consume my thoughts. I wish I could stop waisting my brain on them. God, it's just sick.
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