I understand that over time this hurt will heal. I realize that I am not going to die and that eventually I will be "okay". What I am afraid of is that I will never thrive again. I was so in love with him and our life together was good. I was happy and had found everything I was looking for. I am so terrified that I will never find anything that good again. I have always been a hopeless romantic, but not I am afraid that nothing will ever compare. I use to believe that there was someone out there for everyone... a "meant to be" I don't believe in that anymore... so what if I never find anything this good again? I don't want to be that person who is living in the past because their present doesn't even begin to compare!
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