I have been through alot over this past year. My husband leaving me and our boys. For anther women. Him leaving the state just to be with her. The lose I felt. I was in a dark place. I am just now finding my way out. I have had a men come in and out of my life this past year. Just so I could feel wanted. One guy who just walked out of my life took me through life changing things. Things that could have took me away from my boys forever. I had to sit and ask myself. Is this man really worth me losing my life because he messed up. No I couldnt deal with the thought of leaving my boys without a mother. Lets just say I am happy that all I ended up with was my heart broken. My heart will heal in time. But you cant come back from the dead. God showed me the light. He did it in a big way to. It was the only way to get it through my head. Be alone for a while. Think about yourself and your boys. Not some man who dosent deserve you.. What I want to know is how long did it take for some of you to be ok with being alone? Did it take time? Or did something kick you in the butt like me?
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