I don't know why this just hit me....I filed for the divorce and the STBX got served today.. A friend of mine was in the chat room while he was today (he was suppose to be at work) and he said brb some on at the door... Came back and said scared the shit out of me it was the sherriff's officers. and someone said the big D. he said yes and then they asked him if he knew about it and he said NO. and someon said did you want it? he said yes, she (meaning me) lost all trust in me and I can't live that way. and someone else said oh sorry man. and he said "I can honestly say it was "me not her". and then he said I hope my wife can now find happiness... So I am crying my eyes out because he is too stupid to know all I wanted was him.......I so want to send him an email but I know I can't..... I feel so bad I feel like shit I don't know if I can do this...
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